Disappointed in myself

I have never thought that I would be so affected by work..

A lot of work changes lately, work is piling up, so is the stress..

I feel that I am doing a horrible job..

So disappointed in myself..

Work life balance

I am starting to get some balance!

So happy..

Found a social netball team to play with, hopefully it will be fun meeting new ppl..

Start jogging more frequently now..

Improved my timing Today..

Want to lose weight and improve my stamina before oct diving team and Netball competition..

Light in the tunnel

Beginning to see some light in the tunnel..

Work is crazy..

But the support I get from my colleagues make everything worthed it..

Found a social Netball team and will be joining them for their twice weekly games as much as I can..

I miss playing the sport so so much..

Will be forming a team to representative PSA in a competition with reps from all companies in temasek holdings..

Hope We don't fare too badly..

Tough week

This week have been a tough week..

Going down to the wake After work everyday and staying till late

Not forgetting having to wake up early morning the Next day, feeling mentally n physically tired

But I am real glad to have awesome colleaguesand boss who stood by me..

They support really made my week..

Happy Birthday to me

Just that there is nothing to be happy about..

It have been a horrible week, although it kind of just started..

Went to work and a major exception happened..

Received a call that my paternal grandmother passed away..

Went down to the wake..

Discussed about dad's housing issue and everything seem bleak to me..

He need to move out (evicted) of his rented flat by end Sept..

So need to buy a resale hdb rather urgently..

Can only use my name n dad's name for it..

Enquired a little about the amount of money needed..

Don't Think I even have enough for the down payment even If I dig out all my savings..

Haiz.. I don't know..

Feel loss now..

Booooo

Why am I sick on a weekend....  =(

What is wrong with my memory?

My memory have been horrible lately.

Keep forgetting everything.

Haiz..