I wanna..

Shop!!

But i can't.. Been spending too much these day, on the pretext of rewarding myself for working so hard, so need to start controlling my spendings!!

I wanna save up and travel! I can't wait for april to come.. A slight increase in pay and bonus coming in!

Hopefully i can go for a weekend getaway in May! Or hopefully March! Need to find something to do with my leave.. Too many to clear! haha..

Time fliess..

It suddenly struck me that I am entering the 5th month of work and glad to say i am still enjoying my work so far.

The emcee on friday wasn't as bad as i though it will be. In fact, it went pretty well. When i was tasked the assignment i was totally OMG. Was thinking of all ways to turn it down or take mc or whatever, good thing they remained as just a thought.

It allowed me to overcome the fear of public speaking, especially with the mic and in front of all the big bosses. And having the bosses telling me i did a good job at the end of it, tells me that i made the right choice to accept the task. Though i was simply glad that i did not fall flat on my face on the stage.

But then, i have no idea why i seem to be the only newly joined person tasked with so many side assignments. First need to organise the event for engineering and operations with big bosses attending. Second was being the emcee. Third was being asked to be the "spotlight" person for the monthly newsletter the company have (includes interview and photo). I wonder whats next and there goes my hopes of wanting to be low profile and simply doing my job...

OMG..

I was informed yesterday that i will be the emcee for a safety event on friday..

My boss came to be and said that he heard i will be the face for the terminal..

FML..

They will probably see a damn red tomato up there, just the thought of it makes me wanna die..

WTF

I dont think there is a more ridiculous mother ever..

It is not as though we see each other very often, but once again you chose to meet your friends and not meet me..

Its okay, you will probably come running to me when your money runs out, thats the only time when i am the first person to come to your mind..

I probably sound like some unfilial child but dont judge before knowing what went on..

I just cut my hair again..

I think i am addicted to it..

But cutting hair is such an exciting thing, although getting laughed at with the end results is not..

Haha, shall try more weird hairstyles for now, till i get bored of it and grow back my long hair..

Btw, i look totally like a mushroom now.. Abit like my primary/sec 1 hair.. WTF..

I feel like an OWL..

I must have been one my previous life..

I tend to feel totally stoned during my day shifts and wide awake during my night shifts..

I can totally concuss during the day when i am at home but tend to not be able to sleep at night, especially when i am working day shift the next day..

There goes my beauty sleepppp..